A captivating and original novel that pulls you into the world of nightlife in Amsterdam, New York and Tel Aviv. A world of fascination, dizziness, and deception, brought to light from the point of view of the spectacle's leading figures. A sidelong view from the central position. The book provides a frank, true, and unique reading experience about a story of introspection, with climbs and crashes, with success and emptiness, and with a desperate search for understanding and love until self-destructiveness is itself destroyed. "Shai Amit is a refreshing new voice in the Hebrew literature. His novels glide between illusion, reality, imagination and experience" Tender (the Hebrew title) was published in Israel 2011 and became a best-seller. This is the first English translation of Hebrew author Shai Amit.